[02:56:02.19] So I'm Pemah. I'm from Bhutan.
I've been in America for about five years. And, let’s see what else can I say?
[02:56:21.17] So my
name is Pemah Wong-chin, but I always introduce myself with my first name. I'm
from a little Malaysian country in butane. Uhm. I moved to America 5 years ago
for college.
[02:56:53.05] So
when I was in San Francisco right, I would come to NY for summer breaks and
stuff so
[02:57:03.18]so yea
I would come here visit my friends my cousins and I would like you know do like
summer stuff like party go to the beach go to the park you know
[02:57:21.08] I
just like had so much fun New York is so fun a lot of culture a lot of food
this is great I’m gonna like move here and then I don't know
[02:57:37.15] I can
talk about this I'm just like idk but for some reason I'm like belching a lot.
[02:58:37.00] Anyways so yea this horoscope
thing that imp like obsessed over, but I don’t know a lot of things about it
but I still do it
[02:58:46.21] if I'm
with my friends I get really bored so I try to like look at like what their
horoscope is like you know just like a little information about them because a
lot of people don’t tell me things about themselves
[02:58:59.11] I’m
like hey so tell me about your life and they don’t tell me about their life. I
mean I want to know stuff about people.
[02:59:13.02] About
me knowing about other like wanting to know about other people. But I think
what really happened was that what really happened was that it, it like sort of
like, made me get obsessed in like myself. as like a Leo. I'm a Leo Hey.
[02:59:31.21] I’m a
Leo and so yea I googled it. I'm really big on googling and stuff.
[02:59:53.17] What
exactly does it mean to be a Leo
[03:00:02.19] As a Leo
I think I am really ambitious, I feel bold, powerful, but it's like it says
that I'm that. but like sometimes I don’t feel that way you know. So, I’m like
there must be something more to it. So, I looked up
[03:00:23.09] So I
looked up um signs in there......
[03:00:34.14] do
you think horoscopes are accurate?
[03:00:41.21]100%
or maybe 95%
[03:00:50.03] I
think horoscopes are accurate because I read it and the information that’s
online I can connect it to myself. you know?
[03:01:03.15] My
sun sign is Leo; my moon is an Aquarius and my rising is Gemini
[03:01:14.12]
Gemini's mistaken ya'll!
[03:01:17.03]
People always think that Geminis are like fake. My friend always says that's
like you really reducing the whole concept of being a Gemini into something
that uhm I think people stereotype it. like you know.
[03:01:35.17] But
when I read about it I’m like Geminis are talkative and charismatic and really
uh
[03:01:46.06] Geminis
are known to be curious- curious minds.
[03:01:51.24] My
rising is Gemini.
[03:01:55.04] So
let me just like clear this out. So, sun sign is your dominant sign, the moon
sign is who're instead. like your mind and how you think and stuff.
[03:02:04.26] And
then your rising is how you appear to people and you know for me I'm like really
talkative. Every time I meet someone I'm always talking about stuff that
doesn't even matter. it's like just talk about stuff. keep on talking about
things.
[03:02:18.11] I
think I'm fun and entertaining? I'm being doubtful right now because I'm nervous
because that's how I am.
[03:02:23.19] At
the beginning of meeting someone new. this interview right now it feels like I’m
meeting someone new.
[03:02:37.09] I’m
kind of more bold, like the Leo part of me shows out because I am confident I'm
just sometimes you get a little anxious. And living in NYC makes you anxious,
right?
[03:03:03.15] So
the moon in Aquarius means that the moon.
[03:03:07.17] The
moon sign basically means that um how you are inside. How you think, how you
process your emotions. So, as an Aquarius I guess I am very intellectual as it
says.
[03:03:21.16] I
mean I don't feel smart sometimes, so when I said that 100% real. I didn't mean
it. I meant 80% I meant 70-80%
[03:03:34.13]
Aquarius are known to be like really weird I think so yea, like alien-ish you
know? Like they have these weird qualities.
[03:03:42.24] And
I'm like oh I’m weird, I'm like hey, hey Aquarius that's me.
[03:03:47.15] But
they're also known to be deep thinkers and really intelligent people.
[03:03:52.26] Who
doesn't want to be intelligent.
[03:03:55.01] I'm
like I vibe with that.
[03:04:06.13] So
the signs that I don't get along with number one is the Taurus sign. I hate the
Taurus sign. so, stubborn. I swear to god.
[03:04:18.06] But
it's funny my mom is a Taurus.
[03:04:23.29] But
like I’m really good with my mom we're like friendly stuff.
[03:04:24.15] I
really hat stubborn signs especially because I'm a Leo, I've very like out
there. I'm like very bold. I'm gonna tell you what’s in my mind. That's the Gemini
in me, but also the fire sign that makes me kind of aggressive.
[03:04:43.13] As a Leo
I am
[03:05:06.16] I
hate this.
[03:05:09.25] So
one time I had this, I knew this person, and then you know, I have a big personality.
I say that I have a big personality. I don't know what other people say.
[03:05:33.24]
Science can mix and match, there’s a lot of houses, I'm not gonna go into that because
that's really, really, really complicated
[03:05:44.19] This
person that I knew once was really stubborn, will not apologize, like you know
like just go ahead and apologize, tell me you're sorry. You I'm like ready to forgive
you
[03:06:06.22] They
don't agree with it, but then they like. They're just so
[03:06:13.25]
they’re just
[03:06:18.01] You
know how people can be like
[03:06:21.08] I
mean if I’m trying like give out my opinion that’s great, if you’re trying to
give your opinion that’s great.
[03:06:25.05]
That's our opinion we agree, but you can't force someone to like
[03:06:31.05] you
can't aggressively force someone to like you know
[03:06:37.28] You
can't aggressively force someone to be who you want them to be. like you can't
like mold someone into something.
[03:06:44.18] Like
when you have a big personality like mine. I’m gonna say I have a big
personality because I'm loud.
[03:06:51.24] I'm
like, I say whatever I want. that’s a big personality right
[03:06:56.13] Yea
so I do what I want, I think and I say it but I don't take time to think and
evaluate what I'm saying and that's my fault.
[03:07:05.03] Some
of the people as well like when I meet them they do the same things and you
don't get along with them because everyone has different opinions like I said.
[03:07:30.07] I’m
gonna go way back. When I was in high school I would just like look at sun
signs and stuff because that was the beginning for me.
[03:07:42.05] I
think um my mother was really big on astrology sort of
[03:07:55.20] So
yea so she had these people come into our houses and read these
[03:08:08.15] Yea
we had these mediums come in and read our stuff I mean read our fortunes and
stuff
[03:08:15.15] So my
om had these mediums come in and read our fortune and stuff.
[03:08:24.19] I
think that was like the beginning for me.
[03:08:27.23] Oh
great what’s he trying to tell me about my life like sure great you know yea
you got but like you don't got it like
[03:08:39.05] My
personality or like my future is solely based on how I. Like the choices that I
make. Like what I was to do with it
[03:08:49.08] You
can't dictate what someone is or someone isn't but you can still tell them oh
that's how it's written in the stars or written in like your palms or like when
you read feel the energy or cosmic energy or the universe is telling you to do
this do that.
[03:09:06.22] Or
like you're gonna be like that, but like are you really gonna be like that?
[03:09:13.24] My
friend had like these tarot cards and I did some readings.
[03:09:17.29] She
told me that um she has these tarot cards, she didn't open it
[03:09:29.16] So I
googled everything about tarot cards and um it told me like hey before you
start using the reading the tarot cards, wrap it in some purple cloth or
something yea weird stuff-- Aquarius.
[03:09:48.27] Put
it under your pillow for a week. I did it.
[03:09:51.25] I
literally did it. It's so funny I was like wtf.
[03:10:12.15] No I don’t
believe in it, when I was younger I believed in it. I do touch wood you know
[03:10:19.25] If
you feel some like bad energy just like pray.
[03:10:33.23] My
grandfather, he is a really religious person, he's really like you know a little
psychic intuitive persona type
[03:10:47.24] He
used to see ghosts and stuff too
[03:10:54.09] When
we were younger, we were passing from one village to another, because I live in
the city but my grandparents live in the village
[03:11:04.08] We
went to this festival that happens every 2 years.
[03:11:12.16] So me
and my family we went to this festival in my grandparent’s village and after
the festival was over, I was almost the sunset and stuff
[03:11:24.25] On
our way from the main village where the festival held to our home
[03:11:31.22] It
was really dark obviously
[03:11:35.26] We heard
some noises and stuff and my grandfather said that we need to stay here
[03:11:43.19] And
then um
[03:11:46.27] what
happened was that my brother told me that my grandfather went to clear the way
because there were some spirits or evil spirits or something
[03:11:54.29] and
my grandfather wasn't scared he was chasing them away because he wanted safety
first for the family.
[03:12:01.04] So
that happened
[03:12:04.20] So
then I believe you know my grandfather has like these like um cosmic energy and
I do believe in stuff like that.
[03:12:15.18]
That's why I kind of believe when I read this stuff I do feel it. I do feel
that it's real
[03:12:30.15] I am
a person of the future, let me just pit it that way. I don't believe in that
shit as well. I mean computers phone whatever shit
[03:12:49.13]
There's a balance science and like um these um cosmic energy vibes
[03:13:00.10] I
don't like to make myself get into a lot of the spiritual part of it. Or like
the science part of it. I try to balance myself.
[03:13:12.20]
Sometimes I get really sucked into reading tarot cards and astrology or
numerology or Feng-shwai
[03:13:20.06] I'm
obsessed, hehehe you know
[03:13:26.10] at
the end of the day I don't really read my horoscope and be like hey it's gonna
be a bad day today, I’m not going anywhere
[03:13:34.04] I don’t
read that shot. I read it for the sake of like personality and sake of like
getting to know people
[03:13:42.27] a lot
of people have a hard time expressing themselves and for me I really build my
relationship on getting to know people and I want people to speak up and I want
people to talk.
[03:13:51.04] And
especially like I’m really talkative it overshadows everything.
[03:13:55.28] I
want to give people the chance to like connect and I’m hoping that I’m giving
them a lot of chances to connect.
[03:14:15.24]
finding out that I was a Gemini was accurate for me I guess
[03:14:25.03] When I
was like young I had this really huge obsession with like twins and stuff and
when game of thrones came out my favorite characters were cerci and Jaime
[03:14:34.06] and everyone’s
like we you know they’re like incestuous twins
[03:14:43.17] you
watch game of thrones right
[03:15:03.15] When I
read horoscopes I look into horoscopes because I want to like now stuff about
me that's like that I may not know but
[03:15:21.21] When I
read horoscopes I think of like oh it says this this this oh wow that’s me I
can relate to it great
[03:15:32.13] I can
like
[03:15:32.27]
horoscopes enable me to like read about my faults as well
[03:15:54.27]
horoscopes give me the opportunity to look at my strengths and my weaknesses
[03:16:07.09] It's
a great thing it’s fun and it's like I love fun things I love new things I love
reading about stuff like that
[03:16:21.27] I
love reading about
[03:16:25.14] I
love reading stuff about horoscopes but I don’t let it identify me though
[03:16:31.15] It
says that I’m this this this really specifically in bold letters
[03:16:37.28] if
the horoscope told: you are dumb, I would not believe it because I am not dumb
[03:16:45.14]
sometimes it says in my horoscope you’re not gonna get along with this other
horoscope
[03:16:54.23]
you’re not gonna um like this or that or like
[03:17:01.00] especially
its gonna say you’re really sensitive, you’re not sensitive
[03:17:05.19] it
can say stuff like you're the baddest horoscope out there
[03:17:12.00] Scorpios
is a lot of people
[03:17:13.06] Scorpios
are known to be like the baddest manipulative Scorpios
[03:17:19.20]
horoscope sign out there and
[03:17:25.01]
something on paper can make you feel can have an effect on you, you can believe
it, you can be delusional
[03:17:32.16] not
really delusional, but like you know in a sense a little delusional
[03:17:40.21]
affect you can't have it identify you, you can't have it define you
[03:17:43.09] like
who are you really like we don’t really know who we are
[03:17:46.17] we
see stuff we become a reflection of it but also we have this
[03:17:56.15] we
have this willpower in our mind that tells us or like this voce in our mind
that tells us that you know we're human, everyone is the same everyone is equal
we can do whatever we want
[03:18:08.16] and
our personalities we can change them
[03:18:14.15] you don’t
have to read your birth chart and really believe in it.
[03:18:21.10] you
can believe in 50 % or you can believe in it 60%, but at the end of the day
you're just gonna be like who am I cause you’re not really gonna know who you
are, no one really knows who they are
[03:18:36.29]
Astrology like makes me.... think about myself, like helps me think about myself
helps me determine who I am but it doesn’t really tell me who I am
[03:19:12.01]it
might be real it might not be real sometimes it might happen to you because
once it said take care of your technology and my phone broke so I was like shit
[03:19:25.16] but
that's not what happened like it says you’re going to meet your soulmate and
your like whoa that’s my soul mate but NO that is not your soulmate
[03:19:37.17] it
says hey you’re gonna win some money and you're like yay! but you’re not gonna
win that fucking lottery
[03:19:44.21] The
fun thing about me, I got back into horoscopes after all that shit happened
because of memes. I love memes
[03:20:13.07]
That’s one thing I about astrology that I like because it makes me laugh like
you read it and it's so fucking funny.
[03:20:21.10] It
actually makes it easier to tell your friend they're wrong. you know what I
mean
[03:21:02.25] The
first thing that popped up on this account is your Leo ex, you know they make
memes about packages, like the basic girl package, the high school package, so there’s
the Leo package here
[03:21:18.10] like
this interview is fake deep
[03:21:23.25] I’m
trying to be so deep but I ain't deep,
[03:21:25.29] It
says hello my name is a narcissist is that true? It's not okay so sometimes you
want to argue with them but sometimes it true
[03:21:53.12] I
have an app on my phone about horoscopes
[03:22:02.24] you
find yourself a little more sensitive and touchy in all aspects, you might feel
bounded by many things today. Your emotions: watch your words else you might
end up hurting your loved ones.
[03:22:15.21] due
to illness you might feel emotionally upset for no reason chances in reacting
in an erratic manner are likely. like right now I am behaving erratically
[03:22:28.21] but I’m
fine this is bullshit
[03:22:33.05] Your
luck is not in your favor so you are advised...you know what I mean. NO! I’m
not gonna believe these things
[03:22:44.19] it’s
kind of fun to read. at the end of the day just talk about it a conversation
it's fun. boom end it. you know what I mean?
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